Wednesday, June 11, 2008

t minus one day

Or so my baby ticker tells me. I wonder what it'll say tomorrow...and the day after, if I still don't have a reason to take it off just yet? That's right, I'm still pregnant. I've been having more "practice" contractions pretty consistently every evening the past 3 or 4 nights but by the time I wake up the next morning, I feel like my body has re-set, so to speak. I feel like I'll be pregnant forever. Everyone tells me, you know, you'll never be ready, don't feel like you have to get absolutely everything done, etc. But you know what, I think I just might be the first person in history to actually be completely ready when Baby G finally decides to make his descent. Okay, not really, but I am managing to cross things off my list that, realistically, I didn't actually think I'd get around to. I still have things to do and I'm doing my best to stay motivated, but I have to admit I'm feeling pretty impatient and cranky about the whole thing...and I'm not even officially overdue yet. Psychologically, I think I can get through the weekend with no problems, and yet I find myself really reluctant to put anything specific on the calendar for tomorrow. Just in case.

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